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Will You Look at Me film image, director Shuli Huang

Will You Look at Me

Dang wo wang xiang ni de shi hou / 当我望向你的时候

North American Premiere

A 25-year-old gay man returns to his hometown in China after film school, and reflects how his coming out as gay affected (and continues to affect) his mother. Beautifully shot on 8mm and 16mm in a modernized Jonas Mekas-like personal diary style, Shuli Huang takes his time to craft mini-visual poems and a sense of place before addressing the heart of his work via voice over essayistic thoughts and revealing conversations with his mother. The tension between societal norms and individuals is obvious, but Huang also takes care to grant his parents personhood, documenting their little habits so that they become a subtext of the film as well. It’s a moving, brilliant film made by a man searching for hope and meaning in life, while wishing he and his mother could love each other as the other wishes.

 

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Director
Cast

Yunxue Yu, Kangmin Huang, Shuli Huang

Credits
Country of Origin

China

Year

2022

Language

In Mandarin with English subtitles

Film Contact
20 min

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International Shorts: Personal Journeys

The films in this shorts program are all about discovery. Beautiful and thought-provoking voyages of internal and external discovery that honour relations and history, while encountering stimuli that promote a new understanding of self.

 

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Credits

Producer

Shuli Huang

Screenwriter

Shuli Huang

Cinematography

Shuli Huang

Editor

Yang Yang, Shuli Huang

Original Music

Nicolas Verheaghe

Director

Shuli Huang headshot, Will You Look at Me director

Shuli Huang

Shuli Huang is a writer, director, and cinematographer born in Wenzhou, China. After graduating from Beijing Film Academy in 2019, he moved to New York City as an MFA candidate for NYU’s film program. Farewell, My Hometown (2021), his feature debut as a cinematographer, won the New Currents Award at the 26th Busan International Film Festival. His second short film, Will You Look At Me (2022), was selected for Cannes’ La Semaine de la Critique.